And So a New Chapter Begins

10 Aug

For the past couple of months, I’ve started to make great changes in my life. I’ve realized that there are many great things in life that I miss out on because I would rather be unproductive and waste days on end. After an incident I finally had the epiphany God had waiting for me all along. I must confess the sense of guilt that I feel however — as He has been a great helping hand in getting on the right track, I have not done my duties to get closer to Him. I think he understands though. Starting Sunday, I will begin going to church. An odd thing since my family almost never, ever goes. I’m afraid I’m going to have to go alone but at the same time, I feel alright, because I know when I’m there I’ll feel the sense of tranquility and togetherness I’ve long yearned for and I will be surrounding by many warm, loving and giving individuals.

I think the hardest part of this change is really proving to people that I have. At points it fills me with rage… But I quickly find reassurance that the road God has me on will circle back around to them as long as I continue my walk amongst it. I’ve also realized that while I’d like people to like me and know who I am now, that really is not important. What’s important is waking up everyday and living it following His will, and just being a good, productive person.

Since my lifestyle change I’ve felt a wave of refreshment wash over me. My new journey began 5/21/17 and has been a staple ever since. I hope to return back with good news, and maybe share my writing pieces here and there, who knows.

My name’s Jason Gustanski, this is my journey to a new, more fulfilling life.

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